Tremain Smith, New Shape Emerging

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Tremain Smith, New Shape Emerging, 2021.Oil, wax, graphite and crayon on paper, 22 x 15 inches unframed. Accompanying poem included.

 

(What Does) Denial & Delusion (Feel Like)


How does one stand
in the midst of this
a new shape emerges
when it dawns
that i cannot trust my self
i am a fish
that cannot perceive the water
i swim in
this fish is distorted
broken-finned
beginning to drown
one-eyed broken-finned
drowning fish
that's me
in this white body
i'm to be cut in half
down the middle
purged
and to take refuge in the organ
of the heart
that still beats
once rejoined to my body
my body rejoined to itself
i do not fight
i do not run
i do not freeze
i take a look
a close deep look
i don't stop
looking close
looking deep
this new shape that emerges
is still broken-finned and one-eyed
and it is swimming
and breathing
at the same time
aware of the water rippling over
and through
its body

 

Tremain Smith writes of her work, "My artistic concern centers on making compelling works of art that create access to spirit. The work is an expression of what is within and is about the mysteries I find when I let what is inside come out. The lines, shapes and colors are mappings of the unseen as I visually explore internal landscapes.

“If you live by inspiration then you do what comes to you.” This quote from artist Agnes Martin has led me my entire career. I let the process take over, guiding and absorbing me. I take risks by expressing emotion and freedom in mark-making while simultaneously finding wisdom in structure and restraint. The grid, either as a starting place or superimposed over organic chaos, is often my safety point.

I explore, discover, and heal through the language of painting and writing. In 2016, I again made public my practice of responding to my paintings with writing, after originally doing it in 1998. My creative process combines both languages. The writing spontaneously explores what is mined in the painting.

I make art with a mixture of pure engagement with the physical materials combined with a movement toward personal freedom, a way of healing, a form of divination, and an aesthetic path reflecting spiritual realities. The technique I use in my paintings is composed of layers of oil glazes, collage, and transparent beeswax on panel. Works on paper are made with either oil and beeswax or a hand-ground recipe of gum arabic and oil emulsion.

My aspiration: I am a soul artist. I see into my own being. I have a source inside me. I make what’s blocked start moving again. I am a warrior of concentrated light."

 

Tremain Smith has four works in the permanent collection of the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York. Her work is in corporate and private collections across the country. She has had dozens of solo exhibitions in New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, Atlanta, Philadelphia, Scottsdale, Maine, Delaware, Florida and Hawaii. Group exhibitions include SOFA Chicago, Art Miami, the Painted Bride, the Philadelphia Art Alliance, and the USArtists American Fine Art Show.

 Smith has been reviewed extensively including coverage by the Philadelphia Inquirer, the Chicago Tribune and the LA Weekly. Her work is included in Encaustic Art in the Twenty-First Century by Anne Lee & E. Ashley Rooney published by Schiffer Publishing, The Art of Encaustic Painting Contemporary Expression in the Ancient Medium of Pigmented Wax published by Watson-Guptill, and in the art journal New American Paintings. Smith studied at the Pennsylvania Academy of Fine Arts, Tyler School of Art, Carnegie-Mellon University and the University of Pennsylvania. She received a Teaching Artist Certificate from the University of the Arts. She was a panelist at the Eighth International Encaustic Conference presenting on “The Roots of Contemporary Encaustic”. Alongside her studio practice, Tremain teaches, lectures, and leads workshops.